About 2 weeks ago I was feeling pretty disappointed. When my friend Lauren checked up on me, her "advice" was the last thing I wanted to hear. She reminded me that it's not about me. That whether or not I get what I want in life, I have to trust God and keep leading people to Jesus. I resented her advice (cause I knew it was true) and went home to pity party with myself.
Thankful to have a busy week ahead, I numbed myself with tasks and sought out ways to keep my mind off my struggles. The lies attacked me from all sides and I felt helpless. I'm sure you can relate. The distraction of busyness didn't last.
I'm blessed with amazing friends here in Philly. Women who stretch me to see beyond my current desires to the big picture. Being a human is hard. Not thinking about yourself is hard. My friends here challenge me and hold me accountable. As great as they are, I was needing some sister time. I decided to go home last Saturday and the time away was just what I needed. Between the honest talks with family and the near silent ride home, Gods presence was so evident to me. He reminded me of just how far I've come and how beautifully He has equipped me for my future. The future He planned out for me.
I prayed nearly that whole drive back. 280 miles; 4 hours. I cried a lot too. I have so much hope for my future and the peace I felt confirmed with me that it's worth it. Jesus is worth it.
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