A few weeks ago Pastor Joey challenged us at a prayer service to name what we are believing God for this fall. He reminded us that we reap what we sow and that it's ok to ask God for things. As I thought about what my desires were a common theme erupted: relationships.
Not relationships in a romantic way necessarily but just in general. I want to grow new relationships. I cross paths with the same people week by week but my tendency is to relay a superficial "How are you" and then revert back to the daydream that was swirling through my thoughts. Very rarely can I remember what a person was wearing or how they had their hair done. My focus is clouded and my desire to care just isn't there. This is not how I want to go about my life.
I desire to be present. To see people where they are at while holding them to the higher standard that growth is desirable and attainable. I desire to be intentional. To present myself to people on purpose. To learn their stories and ask them questions. To care about their hopes and dreams. To support them and inspire them to go after their goals.
I once heard it said that if your goals don't scare you then you're not aiming high enough. What fun is finishing a short race. Practically anyone can hop, skip, crawl or even roll their way a few feet forward. What's the accomplishment in that? I want to empower people to stretch themselves.
I'm a teacher. Stretching understanding is my job and I like to think I'm relatively good at it. But it's by Gods grace that I get to walk into my classroom every morning and teach. I'm so thankful that not only does God notice me but he equips and empowers me to keep going. I believe that He will help me build relationships and maintain them for His glory.
I can't wait to see what's next.
